You contemplated murder but instead simply shredded his soul.
I find you repulsive yet I still watch on in hopes that Will can finally break free from your antlers.
This, well, all of this will change. Whatever you’re feeling now, that won’t last.
I sometimes want to shake Abigail and tell her to trust Will. Trust him to understand what she’s going through even the stuff involving Nick Boyle. Will, in my opinion, is the most human out of three of them. He carries the weight of everyone’s lives and emotions, trying his hardest to do right by everyone involved.
Yeah, I can understand that.
He also just wants what’s best for her even if it’s partly out of guilt and responsibility toward her. He is responsible for Garret Jacob Hobb’s death just like Abigail is responsible for Nick Boyle’s death. Though, I feel as though she can’t come to terms with everything she’s responsible for and yes, she is responsible in part for the deaths of those girls. No matter how damaged and fucked up she was, responsibility is there. In order to try and move on, she must accept that weight and find a place for it in the night sky. Something, I think Will is trying to do.
ALANA: I regretted leaving your house the other night.
WILL: Regretted? Implying that you’re no longer regretting…or are you still in a state of regret?
ALANA: I’m criss-crossing the state line.
WILL: What side of the line are you on now?
ALANA: I’ve got one foot firmly planted on both sides.
WILL: You telling me that to confuse me?
ALANA: No, I’m telling you that to be honest about how I feel. I don’t want to mislead you, but I don’t want to lie to you either.
WILL: I won’t lie if you don’t.
So I understand and support Alana’s stance on only being a friend until he’s stable because that’s reasonable. If you’ve ever been close to people with mental illness similar to Wills, which I have been, you understand why she says the things she does.
However, I’m stubborn and still believe that her original thoughts on the matter are the truth. I think it’s easy to feel you can overcome resentment in a relationship and you can fix each other. Though, I don’t honestly believe that. I think you accept each other for who you are and just try. If it breaks though, it breaks. Humans aren’t dolls you can glue back together. Sometimes, it’s better to let go.
Their relationship even if he was stable would be co-dependent. He sees her as a way out from the madness and she can’t be that. Otherwise, she’d just be another maniac pixie dream girl trope.
All I remember is we were walking along in a field [right] and she was wearing shorts with a coat and I was very concerned that her legs must be freezing. Also, I was focusing my energy on trying to grow four inches- she was so tall! Hugh Dancy
I’m in love.